10 - Crab apple



Characteristics

Latin: malus pumila

Keywords: 

  • Knowing how to accept
  • Feeling of shame
  • Madness
  • Disgust
  • Cleansing a bad self-image

Dominance:

  • Discouragement and despair

Profile

Someone who does not agree with himself.

They are not visually what they really are.

This can go as far as maintaining a substitute appearance.

A rigid, muscular upbringing or endless rules can often be the cause. 

Everything that happens takes a very important approach, often to excess.

It can become manic or obsessive.

Everything has to be perfect!

For him, everything is dirty, contaminated, he has to clean it, disinfect it.

If the "fault" is with them, it will be a disaster.

Thoughts

  • Today I feel irritated or frustrated by clutter, I feel dirty, disgusted.
  • What is holding me back is my perfectionism, taken to the extreme. Everything has to be perfect. I get angry if it isn't.